Why do I let my emotions control my life? I’m so jealous.
Because he is exactly opposite of me, so i know for a fact he’s not thinking about it like i am.
No one really understands me either. Why I care so much or let it bother me like this, but I just can’t help it?
I feel sick when I think about it…about him. I hate that I’m letting it slip through my fingers again.
This is exactly what I swore that I would never let happen again.
And here it is…
So what am I doing?
What do you think?
Should I fight for this?
Kenneth Said:
on December 29, 2009 at 4:44 pm
So I’m just wondering..
Do these posts have anything to do with that guy you described in your 500 days of Autumn post? I may come off as a creeper stalkerish kind of guy but I actually want to know if anything happened, if anything positive came out of that coincidence.. or possibly fate?
Anyway, I’m bored on a Monday, December 28th, and after searching up 500 days of Autumn and happening onto your post I decided to read the various entries in it. After all, from one hopeless romantic to another, there’s nothing like having a success story to boost my morale haha.
And yes, I think you should fight for it.
-Ken